I’M TORN TO SHREDS, TO PIECES, TO NOTHING: HOW COULD MY BROTHER, MY IDOL HAVE BECOME SO TOTALLY REPUGNANT TO ME?????

Let me begin by saying that I love my brother and my love for him is unconditional.

What I’m about to describe didn’t happen overnight, please believe me.

And this is not about serial killing, tabloid fodder or the sensational sell of any kind.

For the last thirty years or so my brother’s behavior has annoyed me. For the last twenty it has repulsed me.

Now?